Fear of driving...

   It's been more than 7 years that my family owned a car and my mom confidently driving it.And strangely i ve never been curious about it.I enjoy much more sitting beside the driver and enjoying the scenery.Even when i sat on a bike with my Bf i hated the idea of actually riding the machine.
  But recently after continuously pestering of him and seeing even modest girls riding a bike so carefree and diligently i am having second thought about my reluctance.
  First problem is i just can't imagine myself actually riding the huge heavy machine and actually controlling it through mind boggling twist and turns of my hands and legs.I always fear i'll forget one or the other movement adn create a disaster.
  Secondly, i ve noticed the way people ruthlessly driving their way on roads.To make the matters worse there are auto s who are always adamant to make their way on streets one way or the other especially out of competition and then waiting hour long for the passengers.
 Thirdly i fear that somehow my mind will wander away and i'll ignore that bus crossing road and straight ram into it or take that one wrong decision to move left or right and will invite fury of my fellow road mates.
 Other fears are more vague like slipping failing brakes or any thing.Driving or riding feels so tough for a person like me.I really admire all those persons who take this risk everyday and every moment leaving their well being and life at mercy of streets and fellow travellers..


 As for me.. i have to still think thrice before taking bike in my own hands.But then one day or the other i have to overcome this fear.I have decided in my life that i'll never fear the fear and keep challenging myself.For this year it's my challenge....Please God help me..