The Airport Experience

Recently got to take a flight to bangalore and back.It was the first ever flight of me.I was still in haze whether i'll be able to handle it or not.I just thank god i didn't vomit.
  Experience was simple mind blowing.The scene when a flight takes off was great.It even got better after the sunset.All the street lights, vehicles on the road made it out of the world sight.Itwas like the earth lit up herself.
   But the most important i learnt was that money is really important.Sometimes it tells what you really are.It felt so much like a VIP.You need money to save your travel time,buy anything on airport and buying food on air could burn a hole in your pocket without fill you stomach.You get to rub against really successful people who have made big bucks to travel so costly.You feel all this glamour,fun is in your reach you just have to shell out a bit.
  No wonder i ve become more ambitious and materialistic after taking that flight.Call me shallow if you want to but now i aspire to be globe trotting,frequent flier super cool smart and of course rich lady.And i will do it with my hard work.
  I ve come a long away from a small town girl with small home dreams to High class girl brimming with brands dreams.Lets see where life takes me.As of now i ve given myself away to flow with what comes alongWith my fingers crossed i hope it's all for good.....

Went to bangalore for navy...

Well in my first ever flight i went to Bangalore for getting selected in navy.Though i only aimed for staying 5 days there, making friends and enjoying and coming back not getting selected.Now feeling really bad for doing the same.In interview i myself ensured that i don't get selected but now i am sulking so much for it.My dreams are all loaded with navy dreams.No amount of consolation seems to be enough.Sometimes we should be careful with what we truly want we may end up getting it.
  Of course i'll get over it in few days a time still the scar of getting rejected will remain.Everytime my mind revises over what went wrong,i recall my efforts not to get selected and i cringe.Wish to get over it as soon as possible.Please help me....